Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Can I go home now?

Saw the sack, it measured 5w5d but didn't see anything in it. FUCK.
Dr. W suggested we do another bloodtest to see what my levels look like. FUCK.
I go back on Monday to see if they can find anything in there. FUCK.
CAN'T STOP CRYING. FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK




*UPDATE* Dr. W just called me with the lab results. My beta came back at 25,417. I made her repeat it so I knew that was what she actually said. Ok, so that still puts me in the 5-6 week range. FIRST hurdle down, and Dave is going with me to the u/s appointment which I had to move to Tuesday. I am so relieved! It's been so hard for him to take off work now that they are shorthanded and have a guy with a bad back. I'm glad he's going to go with me. Keep praying y'all!

4 comments:

Rebecca said...

I am so sorry. I'm right there with you on the tearfest today. I know from experience how devastating it is to see that empty sack. I was really hoping this was the one for you.

Out With In said...

I'm so sorry.

merium said...

keeping my fingers crossed for you~big hug...

Becoming Grace said...

I have all appendages crossed for you and will say a little prayer that there is something to see on Tuesday. Hang in there!